what do you say when i tell you that
i've got no blessings left to count,
and i've been spending my time playing
with the fire in your eyes?
- Chemical Equation:
pissed off
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
- Chemical Equation:
lonely
Do you ever wonder why blood is such a beautiful colour?
- Chemical Equation:
bored
A night for reflecting.
A night for thinking of matters ordinarily left untouched, left half-buried in the sludge of unconscious.
Some nights seem shaped by an unseen dark hand.
Some nights seem made for lying awake, eyes following the cracks and flyspecks on the ceiling, or the dead leaves and flowers pinned there, or the painted stars.
Some nights seem made for plodding through the mind-sludge, poking at swollen and corrupted things, then ruthlessly heaving them over and staring them full in the face.
Some nights are made for torture, or reflection, or the savoring of loneliness.
A night for thinking of matters ordinarily left untouched, left half-buried in the sludge of unconscious.
Some nights seem shaped by an unseen dark hand.
Some nights seem made for lying awake, eyes following the cracks and flyspecks on the ceiling, or the dead leaves and flowers pinned there, or the painted stars.
Some nights seem made for plodding through the mind-sludge, poking at swollen and corrupted things, then ruthlessly heaving them over and staring them full in the face.
Some nights are made for torture, or reflection, or the savoring of loneliness.
- Chemical Equation:
depressed
Sabbra Cadabra says:
i wanna shake him!!
「CHELSEA」 says:
you should.
Sabbra Cadabra says:
i wanna shake him so hard he gets all dizzy and confused and then i can bring him to his knees and cup his face in my hands and yell at him and tell him he's better than this
i wanna shake him!!
「CHELSEA」 says:
you should.
Sabbra Cadabra says:
i wanna shake him so hard he gets all dizzy and confused and then i can bring him to his knees and cup his face in my hands and yell at him and tell him he's better than this
- Chemical Equation:desperate
why is it that I crave to have some form of communication with you ALL week and then when I finally do, you piss me off?? T_T
I miss you.
- Chemical Equation:
lonely
I am a genuine, grade A, classic
Moron.
Moron.
- Chemical Equation:
distressed
You are the solitary being that posses my thoughts and deprives me of my sleep each and every night.
Curses. . .
Curses. . .
- Chemical Equation:
tired
Day One: I'M FUCKING STARVING!!!
Crashed through the window
Just to hold your hand.
Just to hold your hand.
- Chemical Equation:
determined
I thought of something super-cool to say last night. . .
And I've forgotten what it was lol
And I've forgotten what it was lol
- Chemical Equation:
confused
FB friend request: Weird Creepy Guy
Caitlin Rose - send message
Caitlin Rose - send message
How do you know me?
Do ya have weird_creepy_guy69@suckmydick.com on ur messenger
no...
I'm him babe
Really?? Wow! I never would have figured that out on my own!
So are you gonna tell me how you know me or not?
What skool did ya go to?
Ok, look, obviously you have no idea who I am
So quit wasting your time and fuck off.
Do ya have weird_creepy_guy69@suckmydick.com on ur messenger
no...
I'm him babe
Really?? Wow! I never would have figured that out on my own!
So are you gonna tell me how you know me or not?
What skool did ya go to?
Ok, look, obviously you have no idea who I am
So quit wasting your time and fuck off.
OMG!
this used to happen,
like,
every other day on nexopia
but not on facebook!!
UUGGHH!!
AND HE DIDN'T EVEN PUT A QUESTION MARK ON THE END OF HIS QUESTION!!
oh yeah and he had an actual normal name. . .
and that's what his email was lol
and it was @hotmail
but other than that,
everything else is C&P
this used to happen,
like,
every other day on nexopia
but not on facebook!!
UUGGHH!!
AND HE DIDN'T EVEN PUT A QUESTION MARK ON THE END OF HIS QUESTION!!
oh yeah and he had an actual normal name. . .
and that's what his email was lol
and it was @hotmail
but other than that,
everything else is C&P
- Chemical Equation:
annoyed
When my heart breaks
it
makes
a
it
makes
a
sound
my face smells like engine oil & garage grease.
Dig the tomb
In the heart like flesh
Burn the grave
Skin's exploding on stone
In the heart like flesh
Burn the grave
Skin's exploding on stone
- Tunes:Undead - Agadio
Mom: I don't like Rosie O'Donnell
Me: No one likes Rosie O'Donnell
Mom: . . . Except Elmo.
Me: No one likes Rosie O'Donnell
Mom: . . . Except Elmo.
- Chemical Equation:
giggly
"I wish I was a glow worm,
A glow worm's never glum...
Cause how can you be grumpy when the sun shines from your bum?"
- Chemical Equation:
amused
A thousand other girls could never reach you
How could I have been the one?
Comin down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
How could I have been the one?
Comin down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
- Chemical Equation:
lonely - Tunes:Black Balloon - Goo Goo Dolls
ok, so I'm in the states now. . . not much to do. but that's ok. . . dont have as many distractions from my summer goals for the next two weeks. I brought the following books:
-Middlesex
-Frankenstein
-The Time Traveler's Wife
-The Picture of Dorian Grey
-Sense and Sensebility
-The Time Travelers
-Speech
-Redeeming Love
-Bridget Jones' Diary
-Next
and a few others that I can't remember right now. . .
My step-sister's wantin to get in and work on the horses. the poor things need a looooot of work. So I'll probably help her with that. I wanna get that dog brushed. nobody likes him lol. I'm the only one that does. Anyways, I haven't got much else to say at the moment. I'll update later.
- Venting from:Freeman, South Dakota, USA
- Chemical Equation:
bored
